New Year New What?

So I know Im kinda late on the whole new year thing, but to be honest I stopped keeping track of what day it was when the break started. All I really cared about was getting in as much sleep as possible, and making sure I was completely caught up on "The Vampire Diaries." I don't really do the whole 'New Years Resolution' thing because for one if I want to change something in my life so much why does it have to start on the first day of January? Like why not the first day of March? Or November? Like Im not the type to be biased to other months. Or maybe I don't do the whole 'New Years Resolution' thing maybe because if I really wanted to change something in my life I would have already changed it.

For example a big goal of mine was to organize my locker. I was cursed with having a bottom locker this year for the first time in my life and it sucks like a black hole. Like who wants a bottom locker, especially when you're 5'8, and have back problems equivalent to a 89 year old man. But thats just my luck! Anyways I have an insane amount of stuff that I just stuff into my locker and I always tell myself that I am going to clean it, but I never actually do it. Why? Maybe its because in a way I like it better like that. Maybe I just function better with a messy locker. I really don't know, but all I do know is that if I really wanted my locker to be clean, it would have been clean already.

I don't know if you see where I am going with this haha. To be honest Im not too sure myself. But here's my message to you guys. Do not stress yourselves on your news years resolutions. If there is something that you would really like to change then change it! At your own pace, at your own time. Be your own self-motivator, your own guide! OMG I actually sound like a legit motivational speaker, guess I know what my job will be hollaaaa! But seriously guys don't stress, just because its a new year doesn't mean you have to become a whole different person, give yourself sometime. Go eat a pie and be happy!

Later Days

UGLINESS

So a good way for most people to handle the whole "I hate being ugly" situation is to say "All girls are beautiful" and stuff like that. BUT OMG am I the only one who thinks that just makes it worse. When people say "You're beautiful" they are most likely just saying that to make you not think that you're ugly. So in order for them to say that they have to have seen you as unattractive. I am sorry ID MUCH RATHER BE CALLED PRETTY OK. When you are called pretty by random people it actually might mean you are pretty. I'm sorry the whole "beautiful" thing needs to stop pronto.

Although I still am completely aware that I am unattractive but I have a better way of dealing with it. Instead of saying "I know I am not ugly I am beautiful," I do the complete opposite. I address the fact that I am ugly and I accept it. I think everyone remembers that episode of Spongebob when he's all like "IM UGLY AND IM PROUD" that episode was made for a reason, for a very good reason. Everyone always says "appreciate your flaws" well APPRECIATE YOUR UGLINESS. Trust me your life will be easier if you look at your self in the mirror and say "I am ugly" and walk away. Do that everyday trust me. I don't do it so people say "OMG you are not ugly you are so pretty" no I do it because my life is actually just so much easier. Sure there will eventually be people that actually genuinely think that you are pretty, and maybe you might think you are too. But until then who cares.  

What's really good?

Hey, I guess most people start off with intro's, so hey I'm similar to most teens in the fact that we all start off with intro's. But I'll tell you that if you continue to read this blog, I won't exactly be the teen you really relate to most. Im just going to jump right into this. I don't want to make this blog to be like Jenna from "Awkward" or really any of those girls in those cheesy 90s movies or cheesy tv shows that writes in her blog or diary. Im not gonna lie I kind of used to want to be like that. But now I think im just making this to let stuff out without being scared of what people think. So this blog can go on without being noticed and I'll be perfectly fine. So basically I decided to make this to post about my extremely unrelatable life. Oh and one thing I learned today is that "unrelatable" is not a freaking word. Like ummm what the heck is the opposite of "relatable" then? Exactly to be honest the dictionary needs to get it together.

Later Dudes